Good balance

Struggling to find the right balance to anything in life. Until recently I’ve just wanted to please, or in another word a ‘pushover’. The feelings of being easily swayed means decisions are made for me. If you know me well, I come across as a dopey and un-intelligent girl. For this reason alone, I wanted to take a course in university to show people that I’m not what people assume I am. My parents have high hopes for me, as my sister married young, the pressure is unbearable. I’ve spoken to few wise friends, and realised this is my life not my parents’ or any others. I have to live with the decisions for a lifetime. As Irene said ‘I’m not as weak as I think.’ Thank you for believing in me.